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Jak Angelescu
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Some of you may have noticed I deactivated my social media account. And as expected, words buzzed around. I'm going to be 100000% honest with EVERY SINGLE STUDENT HERE...
Leave me alone. Stop talking about me. Why I deactivated my page, or what I'm doing, is none of your business. But since apparently people like to gossip, I'll say it anyway...
Social media has been putting a strain on my band, my life, and my friendship with Holly for many years now. When I deactivate MY PERSONAL PAGE, it's not because I'm looking for attention, or anything. It's because something serious in my life has happened that needs my attention without my inbox blowing up, people tagging me in shit, whining and crying to me on the daily about God knows what. So for those of you talking and gossiping? Shit was not right with Holly. And when I mean not right, I mean I almost fucking lost her.
Do you feel better now?
Do you feel better that gossiping about me and making fun of me for deactivating my page was because my best friend was contemplating taking her own life and almost did it? Do you feel better about judging someone on their decisions with their OWN PERSONAL LIFE???
My social media presence has fucked me up for many years and it only got worse. And it took a toll on my job, my sanity, my health, my friendship, my guitar, etc. Maybe YOU ALL can handle social media, but I can't. I'm more easily swayed, insecure, and lost and confused. I could go on, but I won't. I just had watched a documentary called The Social Dilemma that was recommended by a friend and I can't unsee things now. I'm so thankful that I didn't lose the most important person in my life. And we're both recovering from it now.
But I have an idea...
Instead of fucking GOSSIPING about people, how about you actually WRITE them and say "Hey, I heard you could be taking a break from social media for your band. That's awesome! Is everything okay? I wish you luck!"
But no. I have people that the MOMENT I said this to, they take it as an open door offer to come crying and complaining to me about everything. So I'm gonna go full bitch here but I don't care....
Leave me alone.
Don't write me here. Don't email me. Don't call me. Don't text me. I was GOING to be socially active here more and post up videos. But the MOMENT I make my presence known here, some people take that as an opportunity to infect my inbox with their bullshit.
Don't text me. Unless it's a genuine text, or I reach out to you first. Respect my privacy right now and leave me the hell alone. When you DO see me active again, it's going to be on my band page. I don't really intend to get back on my personal account for a VERY long time.
To those of you who have genuinely reached out to me, and have been a real friend, I sincerely thank you. I really do. I'm taking the lessons on here, and I've stopped my private lessons for a while.
I don't mean to be a bitch but please for the love of God...
leave me alone.
Leave me alone. Stop talking about me. Why I deactivated my page, or what I'm doing, is none of your business. But since apparently people like to gossip, I'll say it anyway...
Social media has been putting a strain on my band, my life, and my friendship with Holly for many years now. When I deactivate MY PERSONAL PAGE, it's not because I'm looking for attention, or anything. It's because something serious in my life has happened that needs my attention without my inbox blowing up, people tagging me in shit, whining and crying to me on the daily about God knows what. So for those of you talking and gossiping? Shit was not right with Holly. And when I mean not right, I mean I almost fucking lost her.
Do you feel better now?
Do you feel better that gossiping about me and making fun of me for deactivating my page was because my best friend was contemplating taking her own life and almost did it? Do you feel better about judging someone on their decisions with their OWN PERSONAL LIFE???
My social media presence has fucked me up for many years and it only got worse. And it took a toll on my job, my sanity, my health, my friendship, my guitar, etc. Maybe YOU ALL can handle social media, but I can't. I'm more easily swayed, insecure, and lost and confused. I could go on, but I won't. I just had watched a documentary called The Social Dilemma that was recommended by a friend and I can't unsee things now. I'm so thankful that I didn't lose the most important person in my life. And we're both recovering from it now.
But I have an idea...
Instead of fucking GOSSIPING about people, how about you actually WRITE them and say "Hey, I heard you could be taking a break from social media for your band. That's awesome! Is everything okay? I wish you luck!"
But no. I have people that the MOMENT I said this to, they take it as an open door offer to come crying and complaining to me about everything. So I'm gonna go full bitch here but I don't care....
Leave me alone.
Don't write me here. Don't email me. Don't call me. Don't text me. I was GOING to be socially active here more and post up videos. But the MOMENT I make my presence known here, some people take that as an opportunity to infect my inbox with their bullshit.
Don't text me. Unless it's a genuine text, or I reach out to you first. Respect my privacy right now and leave me the hell alone. When you DO see me active again, it's going to be on my band page. I don't really intend to get back on my personal account for a VERY long time.
To those of you who have genuinely reached out to me, and have been a real friend, I sincerely thank you. I really do. I'm taking the lessons on here, and I've stopped my private lessons for a while.
I don't mean to be a bitch but please for the love of God...
leave me alone.
I love you and Holly and hope you will both get better soon, sending lots of love 
